Sitting in the Hospital

Well, I am sitting in the hospital with my wife. She's laying in bed. It shouldn't be too much longer now. I can't say that I am freaking out or even that I am anxious. I am tired and a little bored. I've played around on the internet some. Everyone keeps asking if I am freaking out. I keep telling people no. They seem not to believe me, but honestly, I am not freaked out. Maybe I am just different. I don't know. I am not scared, but I am happy.

Waiting Patiently

So Tuesday, we go to the doctor's office for my wife's regularly schedule pregnancy check ups. The doctor tells us to come in the next day for a sonogram and that he may induce. I get my hopes up, and we go in the following day. Seems the baby has plenty of room after all, and he's not going to induce. I know it's better for my wife and unborn son, but I can't help but be sadden. We'll go see the doctor again Tuesday, and I am trying to wait patiently for our first child.